I'm not dead, I'm still alive, just been kinda busy and down...
School has been stressful, I've been having mood swings, trouble sleeping...
life is frustrating -_- especially when people expect sooo much from you when you can only do so much.
But now, things are gonna change! Cause I'm tired of being alone, tired of being pushed around and tired of being tired!!
I'm gonna study hard, I won't care so much anymore and I'm gonna get out of my shell, be more open and less awkward and shy!!!
...and that will all start some time this week. When I'm not busy being lazy. And sleeping. And relaxing. Yep...
This is gonna work, my transformation will be epic!....ly lazy and delaid.
I'll try posting some new stuff this week....
Changing myself will start tomorrow: HAIRCUT!
and then the other stuff might happen....later. in a week. maybe two. or a month.
well this is morose...okies, Journal ended.
I'll try making the next one more chipper >.>
anywhos, Good night!